[ yves will just keep adolphe’s hand captive between two of his own then, fidgeting lightly and keeping himself occupied by running his thumb against the back of adolphe’s hand ]
[ when he feels adolphe move, he also looks back up and then laughs a little bit. there's a little burst of warmth in his chest as he lets his arm loop across adolphe's chest to give him a loose hug ]
But I mean your afterlife too...! Even if I'll always be here.
[ Adolphe thinks about it. He's been spoiled with affections by Yves ever since they met here again. He's really been taking that for granted, hasn't he. Typical of himself, but he's here to make Yves happy if he can. He wishes he could agree with Yves about Adolphe being the best as he is already. It never feels enough.
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... yeah. I was just thinking... if something does happen again, it's better to be with people. And to see what it's like for the outside...
[ he's still thinking about it. RUMINATING. ]
I'm just... not satisfied with the answer we got last week, is all.
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[ He doesn't think something will happen again, but he'll trust Yves's gut feeling. ]
You're really worried, huh.
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needy ]
… yes.
When there’s no answer and no leads… it’s hard to believe everything will suddenly be okay. Even if I wish it was true.
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Adolphe sits down next to him. They can keep holding hands.
What Yves says is true. Adolphe can't just blindly say that things will be okay, because he doesn't know either. Actually... ]
Have you seen the apples in the garden?
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… yeah.
I don’t really get why they’re here.
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It looks like someone is trying to sow discord among us and take advantage of the angels' protocol.
[ Less people go to (real) Heaven because they get killed. Fun. ]
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But… why? They said there’s no limit on who can go to Heaven or get redeemed.
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[ He really does. It would be great to put a stop to this, he thinks. ]
It feels like if something exists, there are always people who are for or against it.
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yves DOESN'T KNOW that his best friend is about to DIE TONIGHT so he'll just sigh and lean against adolphe tiredly ]
... I'm going to be honest - it doesn't make me love them any less, but I just didn't think that type of person would be able to get into heaven.
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[ bro. come on...
But he tries to make Yves comfortable when he leans against him. ]
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There has to be something redeeming about him...
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[ He sighs and lightly pats Yves's head. ]
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I think that enough people recognize he isn't though... It's a little bit like Relivers, don't you think?
But I think he's still less... fixed at one point than Relivers are.
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Adolphe thinks back to the age question back at nhie and... yeah, never mind. He doesn't want to think about it. ]
I'm pretty sure I wouldn't like him even more if he looked more like an adult.
[ bratty teen to a manchild... yeah he doesn't like that ]
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You don't have to... I'm really happy that you even like most people here.
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[ He tilts his head so that it's leaning on Yves's a little. ]
I can tolerate some of them.
[ Maybe. ]
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Aren't you and Taair friends...?
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Like how I consider you and Hugo? No.
[ But that's like. besties status. Adolphe sure has high standards for friendship. ]
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Well even I'd feel a little hurt if you liked someone as much as me in two weeks even if I guess I'd be happy....
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Don't you start saying that. I heard it enough from Ceres.
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I'm not saying you need to change. You're already the best as you are.
I just hope that you find more people you can enjoy life with... but if you're already having a good time, then I won't say you need more.
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[ He turns to look over at Yves now with a small smile.
With you. ]
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But I mean your afterlife too...! Even if I'll always be here.
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[ Adolphe thinks about it. He's been spoiled with affections by Yves ever since they met here again. He's really been taking that for granted, hasn't he. Typical of himself, but he's here to make Yves happy if he can. He wishes he could agree with Yves about Adolphe being the best as he is already. It never feels enough.
But for now, he'll be forcibly content. ]
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[ how much he wants to be with adolphe.... ]
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