chrysanths | yves / turboheaven pc

[ grabs him by the top of his head ]

Who told you all these things? Claude?

[ why grabbed

looks at adolphe still like ???? ]

Some of it. Sometimes we gossip for fun.

But you're not denying it....

[ He squints at Yves for a moment and moves Yves's head from side to side. Get whiplash, idiod. ]

Fine. I won't. It's something that happened.

Ah.

[ noooo he shuts his eyes so he doesn't get dizzy!! ]

And you're really sure you don't have feelings for her?! I've never known you to kiss anybody just for fun, Adolphe...!!

I don't.

[ He finally lets go of Yves's head and crosses his arms. ]

Elysia probably told you about how I acted on Wednesday. I don't doubt that she did.

[ yall love to talk............... ]

She mentioned it in her letter but she just said you surprised her...

[ lightly baps adolphe with his pillow ]

Do you wanna tell me...? So I don't have to hear from someone else...

[ MY ICON SELECTION ]

... That's the thing. I'm not sure. I was myself, but I also... didn't care about a lot of things at the moment.

[ "this week made me happier" it sure fuckin did ]

[ it's a beautiful icon his tits are just out

but.... hmm... yves tilts his head ]

... did you have fun...? Did it feel better?

... The party was... eventful.

[ It was fun, but now he's trying to think about how it went and there's some cognitive disconnection like "huh. i really did that". ]

[ this

this answered neither of his questions ]

... but did you enjoy yourself?

... I think I did?

[ He looks unsure. ]

It's like... you think it was fun at the time, but when you look back on it, it wasn't as fun as you thought it was.

[ tilts head... ]

Really.... Well, I guess that you were able to experience something a little new? But I'd prefer that you're able to have fun as yourself...

... I did enjoy the dance with Elysia at least.

[ He knows this matters to Yves at least. yall wanted them to dance again so bad... ]

[ well

he does smile at this, however,,, ]

... you're the king of mixed signals, Adolphe.

I'm really happy you enjoyed the dance.

Look, I can't help it if whatever forces here like messing with me for their own fun.

[ He grumbles. Adolphe really doesn't like the weekly effects. Memshare being permanent makes him want to mentally scream. ]

I mean that you enjoyed the dance with Ellie but still don't want to date her... I just don't get it.

[ and he'll collapse back onto the bed, staring up at the ceiling in confusion ]

I really thought I understood... [ waves hand ] I won't push it anymore though, if you really don't. I just thought it'd be really sweet.

[ wistful... his otp ]

... You can enjoy dancing with someone and not date them, Yves. You're allowed.

[ Adolphe leans over to look at him. ]

Yeah, I know.

[ he did plenty of that when they had their ball, after all. he and bas tore up the dance floor but it was once again just a puppy playdate

looks up at adolphe thoughtfully ]

I guess I just get excited since you're different from me. [ every little gesture of affection from adolphe is adorable and sincere ] So I might get a little carried away.... Sorry.

You might?

[ He raises an eyebrow. Boy. Elysia was right. Yves gets soooo carried away. However, at the same time, Adolphe can't really blame him. Let Yves be happy at some points... (says the problem himself) ]

... I do remember though, when I kissed Elysia, I did that because I thought she was being really cute at the time.

[ He frowns, because that's weird. He wouldn't just kiss someone because they're cute. ]

Would that be called shameless....

I think that's called having eyes. [ TO BE HONEST! ELYSIA IS SOOOOOO CUTE. ] And there's nothing wrong with confidence, as long as you're sincere and don't mean any harm.

[ yves is sweet but he doesn't kiss anybody willy nilly... he doesn't think adolphe does either ]

... but you can like someone without fully realizing it, and then they're doing something cute, and then you think, 'ah, I want to kiss them'. I think that's a normal way for thoughts to develop.

[ even if he's trying to be polite! and not push! but.

looks up at adolphe and tries not to be hopeful ]

... Is it?

[ He thinks about it.

Yeah, it kinda is, huh. That's exactly the kind of train of thought he had at that moment. But to let himself go and just kiss her like that? All of a sudden? Who the fuck? ]

... I'm having a lot of dissonance in my head right now.

[ me screaming about loss week ]

[ not the headache. yves will just put the pillow down next to him and pat it? come lay down with him??? ]

Then just come here.

[ ...

Yup. He flops on the bed with the grace of a hippo right next to Yves. He buries his face into the mattress for a bit before looking up and sighing, resting his head on his arms. He's lying down on his stomach. ]

About the redemption project... I don't know what criteria this god has for us, but I sinned a lot when I got here.

[ so. ]

[ adolphe you’re so cute… yves laughs and helps arrange the pillow better for adolphe. he turns so that he’s on his side, reaching out to run his fingers through adolphe’s hair idly ]

I think you can write a letter to ask about it if you’re worried. I don’t think I’ve been perfect either. I’ve gotten greedier, I think.

… but well, it’ll be okay. You don’t have to do this for me… but if you need some extra time to be redeemed, I’ll wait for you. Or I’ll just ask to go where you go anyway.

You really don't feel like going with anyone else?

[ The pillow is nice and so is Yves's hand going through his hair. Mmm... he finds himself relaxing a little. ]

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