chrysanths | yves / turboheaven pc

[ a combination of your sister and a girl you kissed? sounds confusing is the thought that escapes before he can stop it ]

... she is really cute.

[ like he's trying to figure out what to say in response helpppp ]

[ Yves gets a NOOGIE

Die ]

[ LKJAWEF HE SQUAWKS ]

What did I say?!

You really had to think it like that, didn't you.

[ Yves!!!!! ]

.... I wasn't sure what to think about it at all....

[ if he's being honest ]

I do think overall I'm happy for you.

Their personalities, Yves.

[ Not even god can help him about this. He sighs. ]

About... making friends?

[ He wouldn't call the angels friends, but he's okay with them. Kiraman is his bias, unsurprisingly. ]

[ adolphe you're so funny

yves just laughs at this ]

Yeah! Even if I want to keep a special part of your heart just for me, I'm glad it's been opened to others however much.

You deserve to know that you're loved and cared for.

... I think I know that well enough now with you at the very least.

[ Yay he uses his WORDS ]

It's surprising how nice some people are, but... they're too forward about it. I can't deal with that.

[ rebuff rebuff rebuff ]

[ ah... he can't help the way that even with this, his expression melts a little bit knowing that he's gotten through to adolphe. he loops his arms around adolphe's neck just to be close and hold him, because that's what feels right to do on dates anyway. the meadow is so lovely and yet yves would rather only look at him ]

They're even more forward than I am?

I wonder if what you need is just time... well, not that I think even this much progress is bad.

[ he's proud of adolphe regardless ]

I don't think there's anyone in the world more forward than you.

[ This isn't a compliment. ]

There's really something about the way aggressively friendly people are. I can't handle them.

[ the way adolphe says it just makes yves laugh ]

But you can handle me?

[ what's the disconnect... ]

I thought I could, after several months.

[ the infamous ignoring phase.............. ]

I was so wrong. It probably took a year to get used to your antics.

[ help!! yves just laughs at that, bright and unashamed ]

A year isn't bad! You were pretty much on the same timeline as Hugo!

[ tucks himself into adolphe's side, affectionate ]

And now you handle me better than anyone else. I don't want to be at anyone's side but yours.

[ hugo is so disrespected ]

[ HUGOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ]

That's surprising, given what I am on a daily basis.

[ Prickly. Cold. What is wrong with this kid, etc ]

Well, good. I'd rather you be by my side than anyone else's.

[ help!! yves smiles and gives adolphe another kiss on the cheek ]

“Given what you are”… is someone honest, steadfast, and warm in every way that matters even if it’s indirect.

Someone I had no hope of staying away from.

Is that what you mean?

[ Oh. He is... he's being charmed. The words go straight to his heart. ]

N...o, but... I'll accept that, since it comes from you.

[ He lost. He won't ever win again. ]

[ adolphe you are being conned so hard in real time—except this is the type of thing that yves always wants to do. to provide some little bits of comfort against the ways adolphe is so mean to himself. his expression is soooo adoring ]

Good, because I'd never lie to you.

I'm so happy you're the one I'm in love with, so I can't let you speak badly against yourself even a little.

[ ughhhhhh he sure is being conned in real time, but... Adolphe would say the same thing. ]

... I mentioned the apple thing before, didn't I? If it was mine, I'd use it to cure your scar. I still love you, scar and all, but I don't want you to be weighed down by it all the time.

[

HUH? ]

It's—what?

[ THEY HAVE BEEN HAVING 2 DIFFERENT CONVERSATIONS THIS ENTIRE TIME! ]

For... me?

[ ADOLPHE WOULD'VE KILLED A MAN FOR AN APPLE FOR YVES??????????????? ]

[ I hate to kill the vibe, but he did say he thought about killing someone for an apple. The God apple would just enable him to do other things he wants with the power. But if he had to choose one and one only, he'd choose the cure apple because he entrusted Ceres to Yves for a reason. That's his best friend. He died for that. It's a hope, but still something he wants to believe in without basis.

But now, if he could murder for an apple, he'd do it. Opportunity cost. He doesn't care about some people. Exchange that for an apple? He'd be elated. ]

Yeah? Who else?

[ yea don't fucking choose the god apple that's literally the scien brofiise move except scien is too arrogant and thinks he can do everything without an apple.

anyway.

adolphe says this so casually when yves feels like his entire world is being turned lopsided. yves would do anything for love, but he still didn't kill for an apple that promised that. yves would do anything for adolphe now, but the tree is long gone and he can't do any more damage. it just didn't occur to him even once that anyone he cared about would do something so drastic for him.

(he died alone amidst hellfire from ruin he finalized with his own hands. he interrupted the declaration of scien's love that he didn't even condemn. he wanted a love like that—a love that would make an enemy out of the world just for the sake of proving devotion.)

when he throws his arms around adolphe's neck this time, they might topple over. sorry, he's a little insanely moved. and also a little insane. he presses their lips together in a kiss that scorches as if adolphe just said the most romantic thing in the world by admitting that he'd murder just to make yves a little bit more comfortable.

when he pulls away, the words flow so easily: ]

I love you.

[ how can you be so nonchalant? more than anything in this world, I love you. my heart feels like it's about to burst ]

I don't need a cure. I only need you. I don't care if anyone else judges me for my scar or feels afraid of me anymore. If you love me as I am—scarred, twisted, greedy me—then everyone else can disappear.

[ yves is still caring. he cannot throw away the core of who he is—someone sweet and adoring. he'll still stop to help strangers in the street and try his hardest to create a good ending for as many people as possible.

however.

none of that is in a desperate need to be loved anymore—not when he has everything he's been looking for right here. ]

[ Adolphe is so overwhelmed by the reply that his nonchalance disappears. ]

I love you too.

[ He pulls Yves by the collar to kiss him while they're on the ground, lying down in the dirt in this meadow of beautiful flowers. ]

But are you sure? It's your only chance.

[ He's still worried about Yves, because. Yes, he cares for him a lot. Adolphe's own emotions are pretty fucked from this mg round, so that could help his... everything. ]

[ he allows himself to be pulled down so easily, giving adolphe that kiss and then laughing so happily against his mouth. he still gets a rush every time adolphe says he loves him, and he sort of hopes he always will.

still, even as they're in the dirt of this meadow together, bathed in the golden sunlight, he's never felt more sure. ]

Yes.

[ every inch of him melts into softness, delighted by the simple fact of knowing he's loved ]

... when we first arrived, that's something I asked the angels. If I were revived, if I were to go back to life, could God remove my scar? They said yes. That's how badly I wanted to be without it—but I only asked because I was looking for someone to love me.

[ he cups adolphe's face with his hand, taking a moment to just admire him. what an unexpected turn of events—for his favorite person in the world to love him so. ]

But now I have you. I don't know how I got so lucky, but I do. All I ever really wanted was... someone who could say they love me, even with my scar. [ it just always felt too precarious, too impossible to say out loud ] Now all I want is you.

[ Ah.

The light off Yves makes it look like he has a glow to him in Adolphe's perspective and it leaves him speechless for a moment from how good he looks. It warms his heart. ]

Your scar or anything on your body won't make me love you less. You're still Yves, with or without it.

Then... please love me with it.

[ he doesn't want to change. he doesn't want to be different. so many people have come to care about him here even with his scar, and he doesn't want all that affection to go to waste either. (even if adolphe's is the one he prizes above all else.)

still, he presses one, two, three more kisses to adolphe's mouth as if that's the only way he can express all his gratitude and affection ]

Even if I appreciate the offer. Knowing that you want to go that far for me... Ah, I'm really so in love with you, Adolphe.

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