chrysanths | yves / turboheaven pc

How am I unfair? Then I just want you more.

[ easy. ]

[ HE IS BEING ROMANCED RIGHT NOW IT’S ABSURD aaaaa he’s blushing but he’s so happy about it ]

How can I give you even more of me…?

Anything you want, I’ll give. I’m already all yours.

[ Seeing Yves blush is so cute, and it's him that's making him do that! Wow! Surreal. ]

I don't need much, but I always want you.

[ He gives him a quick kiss. ]

[ kiss from adolphe… wow… he is so happy… his expression softens, impossibly so, and he just sighs all his contentment

his fingers run through adolphe’s hair even as he remains so close after the kiss that adolphe can probably feel the words against his lips just as much as he can hear them ]

I need and want you. Every moment, everyday.

And the only feeling that eclipses both is how much I love you.

[ He'll do the same while their lips are still together. ]

I don't remember feeling this happy in a long time.

[ hehe ]

I’d like to keep making you this happy forever.

There will be times when I'm sad, but I'm sure that you'll be able to make me happy again.

[ He gives a kiss on the nose and pulls away. ]

[ ah! he didn't expect that and he laughs a little because of it, nose wrinkling as he tilts his head ]

I'll make sure to do my best...

[ but there's a little pause as he tries to ask a little more gently this time, ]

You really don't want to talk about Jacopo? Even if I approach it as your best friend who wants to make sure you're okay...?

[ as opposed to his lover currently seated on his lap and spewing words of affection without restraint ]

[ It's really hard to separate the two because Yves is just Yves. He is both things. ]

There's really nothing to talk about though...

[ He looks at Yves. Is he being nosy again... ]

[ he looks a little surprised ]

Really? But I'm always going to be interested in moments where your heart feels softer.

[ even if it's for someone else because he really still doesn't get jealous ]

... You say that like it's never soft.

[ Well. ]

I said softer for a reason.

[ and he'll kiss adolphe's cheek to prove a point ]

... but you're more selective about who you let in than I am. I'm just wondering if it worked out. I imagine you'd let me know if I have to share you...

And if I don't, then I want to make sure you're okay.

[ because even if it's by choice, it's still sad when a blossoming love doesn't work out ]

[ Please. Adolphe sighs. ]

How can I tell you that I can be shared when I don't want you to?

[ ? ]

Oh, I don't mind. Claude doesn't even feel like that for me. [ keeps that one SHORT ] Ellie does, but she has something to do as soon as she goes home so... I mean, you'd only share me for about another week if you were okay with it... If you want to do that with Jacopo...?

[ but to clarify, ]

I might've fallen for them in the time that we had here... but now that I have you, I can't imagine loving anyone else even nearly as much.

[ the insanity takes hold so hard ]

You take up so much room in my heart, I don't think there's anything left for anyone else.

[ He believes Yves. He really does. That's why Adolphe slowly wraps his arms around Yves and buries his face into his shoulder. ]

Mm. Don't want to share.

[ so cute... I really love you so much

he wraps his arms around adolphe in return and nuzzles into his hair affectionately ]

Well that settles that, I suppose.

[ He would pick Yves over anyone and that's just how it is. ]

Were you worried?

[ thinks about it as he plays with adolphe's hair... ]

Hm... I don't really think 'worried' is the word when I'd support you through anything. Even if you chose to end things with me to be with Jacopo, I think I'd feel sad [ probably devastated ] but I'd never love you any less for it. You're my best friend.

[ he was just willing to accept whatever happened. ]

I just want you to be happy.

[ He really doesn't need to hear the thought to know that Yves would feel devastated. ]

I know, but would you really take me to be someone who confesses their love to turn it back around to be with someone else?

[ looks thoughtful ]

No, but I don't even think that you'd love me less.

[ adolphe can still say that every word is true, but he never specified how much he liked someone else in comparison so— ]

But I don't know your relationships, so I'm not sure if you could love someone else more.

[ it's not like he would've lied to yves at any point if he did that ]

[ Adolphe quietly simmers as he frowns at Yves. It's that look of "you are in trouble" that Yves should be very familiar with. ]

Yves.

[ noooooo

immediately looks like a kicked puppy about it ]

I really don’t know what I did this time…

[ Adolphe has never specified, because he felt that he didn't have to. He can't look at love like Yves can, though he wishes he could because it feels like his love is being questioned and he really, really doesn't like that. ]

If it comes to love, do you think I would settle for anything less?

[ . . . ? ]

Less?

[ they really do have such different ways of looking at love, even after yves' brain chemistry has been rewired. he brings up a hand to adolphe's face and lets his thumb trace over his cheek, as if to smooth out some of the lines of his unhappiness ]

I'm not sure I know what you mean.

[ Adolphe tugs on Yves's collar and bites the crook of his neck.

yeah ]

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