chrysanths | yves / turboheaven pc

[ he's soooo encouraged every time adolphe blushes.... he smiles and just presses a kiss to the thumb between them then ]

Really? Well, I'd hope so.

I think I love you too much to be able to keep it to myself.

... Do your best to keep it to yourself until we're alone.

[ Adolphe isn't aware of how weird this sounds. ]

[ . . . ?

sometimes yves is so good at reading adolphe and sometimes he is so confused. but at least most of the time he's confused, it's when they're in uncharted territory. like this. ]

You want me to keep us a secret?

Just for a little bit.

[ He still needs to have a talk with Jacopo and he doesn't like the idea of blatantly flirting in public in front of him when he still hasn't even given his answer yet. ]

But like I said... the usual is fine. Sorry.

[ he looks thoughtful for a moment but he just hums

he can't read these brackets so who knows what he's thinking ]

... that's okay. Whatever you want.

[ Yves reacting like that just has him explode his thoughts into real words into real air-- ]

It doesn't feel right to do all that where he can see when I haven't even given him my answer yet. Stop making that face.

[ Yves isn't making any sad face, but Adolphe just knows. ]

What face?

[ he frowns slightly but only now. hmm. ]

... I don't...

[ . . . can he say he doesn't mind whatever happens? now that he's gotten a taste of being loved so earnestly? it's not even the physical affection, it's just the way that every time adolphe says i love you and how easily yves believes it that's made it feel like he never breathed air until this moment. ]

... I'd like to not be left behind... if I can be selfish and ask for that.

[ and yet even that is so tentative, like he's not sure how much he can request out of this love. he's spent so much time making himself easy to love that finally having a real want that centers himself feels... wrong. ]

[ Adolphe knew this was coming, but it doesn't make him feel even less tired from hearing it. He doesn't blame Yves though, since he gets it. ]

Yves.

[ He kisses his forehead. ]

That's the bare minimum. I'm not going to leave you behind.

[ . . . well. okay. it really does just take a word from adolphe to make yves feel better, so he sighs. ]

Okay. I believe you.

[ mostly. he doesn't know how much adolphe loves jacopo. maybe it's far more than this.

well, he'd be happy for that for other reasons anyway. for now he'll just loop his arms around adolphe's neck again and press a kiss to his cheek. ]

Then love whoever you want to love.

[ he really doesn't mind, as long as he gets some small piece for himself ]

[ Adolphe sighs and thinks to himself that he should resolve all this quickly because he feels like he'll get a headache about this if he drags this out any longer. Yves... for a pain in the neck (affectionate), Adolphe still loves you. ]

I will.

[ frees dana from a thread my inbox is dying ]

yves / turboheaven pc

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