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[chrysanths]

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[faithkept]

That evening with Elysia...? Or here?

[He would not know, he has only spoken to Jacopo (looks) none times on this side at this point. OH JACOPO.]

[chrysanths]

Both.

[ No hesitation. ]

[faithkept]

[Just nodding very slowly.....]

I still need to find him and speak with him here.

[chrysanths]

You're not going to let him kill you if it comes down to it, right?

[ Subdue! But gently. ]

[faithkept]

[SUBDUE BUT GENTLY. Fortunately or unfortunately, Lucas is not in his Catholic Guilt era and he's still SO insane, so he just cocks his head to the side in faint confusion...]

Whyever do you think I'd let that happen?

[chrysanths]

... Because guilt makes us do stupid things.

[ He'd know. ]

[faithkept]

[Gazing at him for a second.]

Are you speaking from experience, my dear?

[chrysanths]

... If you know, then just. Keep it to yourself.

[ aka don't call him out on it?? ]

[faithkept]

[He hasn't hassled Adolphe enough (Adolphe has been dead for 5 weeks) maybe so...]

You ask much of me.

[chrysanths]

[ ................... ]

Lucas...

[faithkept]

[Reaching out to pat his head again.]

I shouldn't tease you so soon, should I...

[chrysanths]

... It's fine. It's just... it's really hard to let go.

[ The guilt. ]

[faithkept]

[He would not know, because there's nothing he currently feels guilty about that he can actually stand to think about for longer than two seconds... But Adolphe still gets a look of quiet sympathy regardless.]

I'm sorry that you've had to hold on to such a heavy thing.

[chrysanths]

[ It's so refreshing to see Lucas be like "fuck it we ball" without guilt... ]

I don't know if I can forgive myself for the things I've done, but life goes on regardless.

[faithkept]

[DON'T LET IT BE REFRESHING.]

Life does have a way of continuing regardless... Even in death, as we've seen. [He was SOOO RIGHT about there being an afterlife, HAH!]

Even so, I pray that you may find what you need to reach that point of forgiveness.

[chrysanths]

[ It is though??

Adolphe feels grateful for Lucas regardless and nods. He's not the praying sort of guy, but he understands the sentiment.

And we can end it here wooooo ]